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Friday, August 17
on the other hand , im kinda engaged officially ? well mengikut hukum islam i am officially engaged. but kalau ikut adat melayu , im not? its so hard to explain to some people . yes Jai has proposed / melamar. I swear his the bestesttttttt guy ive ever met so far la. takde masalah yang kita tk bole selesaikan. Kalau gaduh pun sebab mende2 kecik yg ayu suke besarkan. ala biasa lah perempuan tak sah kalau tak mengedik sikit. best jugak gaduh sekali sekala takkan selalu nak sweet2 bucuk2 je kan? i know maybe im just talking to myself or maybe there is someone out there intrested in reading my luahhan hati. well i wanted to talk deeply about my relationship with rozaini cause i always get chopped " materialistic" okay well heres the truth. So i was on the verge of giving up dengan cinta dan dah mula start membenci lelaki balik disebabkan pengalaman lalu baik ex couple or even ex scandal . kebetulan facebook friends limit ayu pun dah nak cecah around 5500 and thats pretty much the maximum and ayu pun berjaga2 nak approve strangers. Jai pada masa tu guna profile pic yang agak tettt hhaha but lokasi dia was at perth australia so i thought hay approve je la cause dia duduk dekat perth. Lalu diapprove dan start la berbualan kita. sebernanya dia duduk kluang johor .. just sedara dia je yg ada dekat perth. Dia just kenalkan cousins yg mana duduk perth kot kot bole buat kawan. Ayu tak bape nak layan dia sebab i thought macam jai ni jenis yg cheesy(jiwang) and ala ala mat kampung. Im not saying mamat kampung ni tak best ke whatever but kene think in terms of will my parents approve? so to cut the story short, he kinda stalked my facebook and read my blogs and he said he really wanted to get to know me . Dia start panggil ayu sweet , and tak lagi panggil "ayu" satu hari ayu cabar dia untuk kejutkan ayu untuk kerja at around 5am and dia call ayu sebanyak 17 kali tapi sebab agaknya tido mati ayu tak layan. FYI this is the first time that ada seorang lelaki dari malaysia yang actually takes his effort to call me. i told him to take it slow and tiap kali message tak dibalas dia akan call ayu , start jadi annoying jugak la then akhirnya dia confess yang dia nak jadikan ayu lebih dari kawan. But biasala perempuan kene jual mahal so ayu main tarik tali dalam tepung if that even makes sense. last2 kita pun suke kat dia laaa *malu* one thing that shocked me the most was dia sebernanya bukan MELAYU , dia lahir je dekat malaysia but sebernanya orang kemboja muka memang ala2 cina pun , but tk terlintas langsung yang jai ni sebernanya warga lain. So berapa kali dalam process mengenal kita ayu ada test test dia buat2 tinggalkan dia la ini la itu la. ternyata airmata dia menitis bila ditinggalkan. Itu yang membuatkan ayu betul2 respect dekat dia sebab he actually treats me like IM PERFECT!!! he makes me feel like im a human being not a binatang or a tissue or something yang bole pakai buang. dia hanya meniaga pasar malam , gaji tak tetap tiap bulan . But masih dapat call ayu selalu at least 3 kali dalam sehari , message ayu macam ayu ada dekat malaysia seolah2 murah je nak message ayu padahal 50sen satu message guna maxis. & yang paling buat ayu tertarik kepada dia is , 2013 dia akan duduk di australia kerana AYU dan masa depan kita yang dia nak bina. SWEET RIGHT? he said " dia nak buat yang terbaik untuk kita , dan dia nak buktikan kepada parents ayu yang dia betul2 nakkan ayu" its not going to be an easy ride for us both . But insyallah kalau diizinkan allah semua akan berjalan dengan lancar. Majlis perkhawinan kami kalauuuuuu jadi adala 15052015. teeet alu la kita. |
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