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Sunday, September 26
A week of exams, along with a number of other tests. I swear that was one of the hardest weeks ive ever been through. Im thankful that it didnt end in tradedy but i am abit worried about the results. So now im left with working and finishing off assignments hopefully i reach my 1500 goal before i go back to malaysia if not, im doomed! ive got half my things ready just need a big luggage bag and knowing me , i need it to be pink! really excited under 2 months left before i go, i just want it to be a calm relaxation stress less holiday. I really want to get away from this country no offence but i think the environment i live in kills my happiness slowly. oh and it is a gud idea to go back after 13 years of hard ass school work right? everyone needs a break confession; i keep on hearing singing noices everytime im in my room alone, is it me? orrr? bunyinya like someone baca quran gitu? tak kan hantu pulak kan? i think i say this everyyear but i have learnt alot, i now know who to trust who not to trust who to put faith in who not to put faith in. Another person goes flying out of my life again, i dont understand how sometimes you put other people before anything, and because of one simple person they completely forget bout you. Ive always been there for her, tried to be the best of me around her.. i dont know but at the end of term it colapsed , im not saying i dont care. but i hate controling other peoples life, so i hope your happy. boyfriend; his so busy with his college work , no more time for ayu . so i rindu rindu dia ! Friday, September 17 I think the last time i updated this thing was when i was so low down on my ex, well things have changed since then and many people have walked out of my life. A lot of aspects in life have changed for me and because im sooooo nice :D ill tell you what has changed. So i finally realized that technically i didn't love my ex? i just missed the fact that their was someone there to talk to me and share my feelings with. When he walked out, it somehow felt like a shock to the society. its a simple theory that i was actually quite lonely and flirting wasnt helping for me because i ended up talking to the doche bags. AHUH! heres the twist , so after completly giving up and saying " thats it, im gonna let it come" there was a little boy who decided to tibe2 muncul in my life, funny thing is i was only meant to help him with his english accent coz he works as a telemarketer /surveyer in malaysia and he always talks to New zealands. We hardly flirt it kinda just sparked, we talked all day and problems were shared. Not putting it to far i fell in love with how he cared for me and how we got along. EH COME ON LAH DER couple mana tak get along mula2 kan? actually were not the couple yang gedik2 manja , were actually like a tumbuk2 sepak kinda couple which makes it really fun because tak payah nak menglabah pasal pujuk or jaga hati orang ni or orang tu. So nama orang ni ada lah Muhammad Abdul RAHMAN bin Abdul Fatah , the youngest out of his family and his half chinese. dan ayu bersyukur sangat ditemukan dengan dia . weve been together for nearly 3 months now, i know its not such a long duration to be with someone but im so happy! alhamdulilah |
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