I have many things to tell you, i know im wasting my time typing this up when you know whats happening in my life. I accept every little situation you put upon me , especially the breakup between me and Aman. Allah, only you know how much i love him, and all the things i had planned for us, only you know how much pain i felt when he pushed me away for 2 months, Allah only you know how much he means to me , and what im willing to do for him. I dont regret meeting him, because he opened up my eyes wide . He didnt let me go astray from your path, he was there at my lowest. Allah, you gave me a partner .. but he walked away.. If were not meant to be , can you anwser my doa's? I want him & his family to live a healthy,wealthy and safe life. Guide him, and push the bad far away from them. Tempatkanlah Uncle abdul fatah dengan orang2 yang beriman, dan sejukanlah hati umi mereka supaya mereka tak gaduh, make his studies easy for him, and the cobaan you put upon him easy for him to go through. I love him, only you know how deeply , only you know allah. I cry every night because i miss him , but i know everything is controlled by you allah. Only you know best . Allah, you create everything the things that we see and the things that we cant see,i find it difficult to smile now. I love him so much allah :( ...

Amin ,

love always , Hamba mu yang lemah .