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Wednesday, October 13
Dan begini lah dunia, pelbagai dugaan diberikan oleh tuhan yang maha berkuasa. topic blog hari ni, alamak! luahan hati juga. maaf lah kalau kalau you all bosan baca. Tapi nak buat macam mana , nak juga share life story ni. So baby, you think i tag you as a jerk when baby im so proud of you i understand you need space and time and a GAP is needed between us as you cant handle to much. Yes baby i know your situations are tough and im not blaming you on anything thats happening. Im more worried about you then the things you had said to me, baby your the only one i want and im proud to be yours. , i couldnt believe one word you said to be in the inbox . because i know who you are. Dont lie to me baby i know its only been 4 months since youve been in my life but NALURI hati beb, it said that you were lying. Dont put yourself down baby you know ill always love you no matter what you do to me we'll get through this. Baby i wanted to tell you this today but im not authorised to contact you, i got accepted into the college for the diploma of management and its down to a 6 month course instead of a year. So baby ill be in malaysia forever from july 2011 and insyallah things will get better. All i want is for us to be back, but theres no rush sayang. I know you need time. just remember im always here waiting for you. dan tak mungkin aku berpaling dengan janji janji ku. I promised to take care of you, i promised to love you with all my heart until the very last breath. Even then i hope allah keeps our souls close , so we can enjoy paradise together . ala ni terlebih jiwang ni. tapi seriously i dont think your a jerk nor do i hate you for doing what you did , i know you and i love you . my definition of love; to provide him with the best of me, to hide negetive thoughts far away from him, to trust him with no doubts , to respect him like his your dad, to keep him in my doa even if im mad with him , to cherish the good and bad of him , to love him no matter what decision he makes , to correct him at certain times, to understand his situations, to let go of some temptations , to dedicate time to only him , dedicate myself to only him. So sayang, i tetap akan tunggu you. I sayangkan you dan you penting bagi i. SANGAT PENTING. You sort everything out, assignments kete work insyallah semua akan selesai as long you berusaha . Sikit pun i tak marah kat you, i love you okay? you can do it! you can get through all this i know you can YOU ARE CAPABLE , ill always be here with my hands raised high asking for god to bring down more rezeki for you. Sort everything out okay, i nak bila i balik you happy senyum semua. kalau tak muke you tak hensem . one thing i ask is, remember me baba? please dont leave me. i love you malaysia in 1 month and 6 days |
"The girl who dreams bigs , forgets today remembers tomorrow tough outside so warm inside . 19 educated imature little boo!" So blessed to have such a beautiful family , a paying career and a brain that functions quiet well As life is always known as a journey I would call mine a ride on an ever lasting Roller Coaster. I hope your the last , baby  June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 April 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 July 2011 August 2011 September 2011 October 2011 November 2011 December 2011 January 2012 February 2012 March 2012 May 2012 June 2012 August 2012 December 2012 May 2013 June 2013 July 2013 The Romance - Ku Ingin Kamu New Version |
