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Tuesday, November 24
As my relationship grows longer with dhirar. Today he tells me about the risks we might have of not being together when we want to get married. i know its to early to think about marrigge but i cant help it but to think of this matter when ive received such a plesant gift from god. i cant imagine what the pain will feel like if he cant convince his parents about me. I know im not god to be able to predict the futuree, but i really love him. i know he can change me into a gud person. i dont want to lose him. ill try my best to change myself so i have a better chance of being accepted. ya allah, kenapa hidup semestinya susah begini, kau tabahkan hatiku ini. :(( ive cried for the lastt 2 hours, its a matter i shouldnt worry about. but i really love him, what will my life be without him. im going to change and start wearing tudung soon, i dont know when but soon. this is how much i dont want to lose him. its already hurting me just knowing the risk. but im going to enjoy every single second i spend with him. fone,txt,call or face to face. ill cherish every secondd like theres no tommorow. i dont want to be with any other guy but him. i want to be in pain of having his babies i want to breathe his name for the rest of my life.. ya allah dont take this gift away from me. i need it ya allah biarlah ada jodoh antara kami. dia lah yg paling ayu sayangg. ayu tahu ayu boleh berubah kalau ayu bersama dia :(((((( |
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