This endless path im walking i see no tunnel but a light just shines upon the other side. I cant reach it, everytime i try to reach it. The light fades away, flies slowly calling me to chase it. When will this path end, when will i be happy with you again? Ya allah ya Tuhanku, ampunilah dosa2 aku dn juga dosa2 dia. Semakin lemah hari2ku tanpa kasih sayanng dan cinta darinya. Kalau pertemuaan kita ini bukan kerana jodoh, kau jadikan lah dia manusia yang taat kepada mu ya allah. ya allah ya tuhanku tunjukkan lah jalan yang lurus kepada hambamu ini ya allah jika benar dia kau ciptakkan untuk ku maka kau titipkan lah kemesraan antara kami tutupkanlah pintu hatinya untuk semua perempuan ,segala jenis kemungkaran yang bakal dhadapi dan kau berikan aku kekuatan dalam mengahdapi segala dugaan yang engkau berikan. Amin. I can cry all day long, yet nothing will change, with the help of allah im still standing here today. You mean a lot to me. You really do , ill be here waiting for you, yet distance is not the excuse for me to stop loving you. The love i have for you will stay strong, until the very day i take my last breath and cry syahada. Hurt me as much as you want, ill show you how strong my love is for you. The pain I’m in now, will eventually seek through the love i have for you. I love you, please remember that.

Im holding my tears.
Ayuazira.